Going blind is kinda scary. I am going blind. I mean, i hope thesurgeries will stop it. But as the doctors said, without surgery I would end up losing my sight. So the process I am in is the process of going blind. Getting up every morning and seeing less and less of my face in the mirror. It is scary. I was going to go see the goats today, but I'm not going to. I can't cross the road on my own anymore. Everything is so grainy. It's like a TV with bad reception. A grainy pulsating mess. And things are coming to a head, it won't be long before I'll be blind.. or seeing better.