| bad feeling |
[14 Jul 2009|11:36am] |
This is my punishment for wasting my life. This is my punishment for my sins. This is what I deserve. This is all that is left.
tick tock
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| endgame |
[08 Jul 2009|08:17am] |
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Going blind is kinda scary. I am going blind. I mean, i hope thesurgeries will stop it. But as the doctors said, without surgery I would end up losing my sight. So the process I am in is the process of going blind. Getting up every morning and seeing less and less of my face in the mirror. It is scary. I was going to go see the goats today, but I'm not going to. I can't cross the road on my own anymore. Everything is so grainy. It's like a TV with bad reception. A grainy pulsating mess. And things are coming to a head, it won't be long before I'll be blind.. or seeing better.
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| prance magic prance |
[05 Jun 2009|09:47am] |
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Note to self: make gameshow called So You Think You Can Prance? and get rich.
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| driving on drugs feels better when they're prescription |
[03 Jun 2009|06:38pm] |
baby got back by Jonathan Coulton
My desire to belong somewhere, anywhere, makes me want to be in a JoCo crowd. Forever.
All I know is my steak tastes better when I take my 'steak tastes better pill'
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| Introducing Palace Players |
[31 May 2009|06:55pm] |
New Mew on it's way.
I cannot wait I cannot. Although I intensifyingly hate the title of the new album. "No More Stories Are Told Today,I'm Sorry, They Washed Away,No More Stories, The World Is Grey, I'm Tired, Let's Wash Away". Plus two track titles are pictures. I don't think that's smart or clever, I think it's annoying. Don't bore us, get to the chorus.
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| you don't care, but I don't care |
[28 May 2009|06:12pm] |
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Jonathan Coulton is awesome. I present proof via youtube
The Future Soon
Mr Fancy Pants
Skullcrusher Mountain
(you gotta love a mad scientist lovesong)
Always the Moon
Creepy Doll
Shopvac
The Presidents
Still Alive
The Portal game song. I loved this months ago, but never really checked out more of his songs. Until now.
I love it. He's fucking awesome. I wish I could go to one of his shows. I wish I could do a lot of things.
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| teenage dirtbag baby |
[17 May 2009|09:32am] |
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Okay, just checking, but it's only in movies that the loser ends up with Mena Suvari, right? Cause I've been a loser for a long, long time and I haven't even gotten her autograph or anything. I'm just saying.
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| der hvor blå juveler gror |
[16 May 2009|04:45pm] |
It is odd to see something you hold dear wrapped up in some kind of technobeat with HarrY/Hermione shipping footage attached
I know if you're not Danish then you don't know or undertand that song. But there are parts of that song that I have always found so beautiful. Vi er som stjerneskud, et kort sekund, en evighed. I wish I could find the original version. It is probably a lot worse than I remember it. Isn't that the way it always is? The past sucks, but it's always better than the present anyway. If I could have frozen the world in the 90s I would. Circa around the time the pumpkins wone a million mtv music awards. It all went downhill from there.
vi drømmer
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here's another version without some of the oddness:
I don't even remember who made the original. Was it Souvenirs? JEG VEDDET GÅT MENDé FOR SENTNU
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| on a night like this |
[11 May 2009|04:28pm] |
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If I had a time machine I'd go back to The Aeroplane Flies High
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| gloveless |
[11 May 2009|03:01pm] |
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My acupuncturist reminds me of Dr Spaceman. Should I be worried?
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| du er så god mod dyr |
[08 May 2009|09:54pm] |
Kan i huske den Seinfeld episode hvor han foreslår at man siger "you're so good looking" i stedet for "god bless you" ? Jeg foreslår at vi fremover i Danmark i stedet for at sige "jeg elsker dig" siger "du er så god mod dyr".
Det syns jeg.
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| the seething rain weeps for you |
[06 May 2009|04:36pm] |
Science sucks. By now we should be able to freeze my eyes and then bring them back out when we have a cute for.. everything.
I think I'm going to sue god (since it is obviously everyone's fault but mine own). If I get a fawlty pair of binoculars I can sue. Or get my money back at leasat. I want my money back, god.
Sometimes all you can do is shake your fist at the sky.
In 6 months I have gone from having near-perfect vision with glsses to having 1-2% left on each eye. Diabetse changes, floaters, AMD, cataracts. I'm surprised they havwn't fallen out yet.
It is probably that tumor in my head. I know you keep saying it's my imagination, Basil, but I swear it's there. It's growing. When straight lines bend into half circles, you know that is the shape of the tumor bending my eyes. The headache are not from straining my eyes to read with my head two inches from the screen, they are from the tumor epxanding. I can hear my skull creaking at night. Either it's that or the reats are back. Waiting to feast on my corpse.
Sometimes I get pessimistic too. Like when I hear about the swine flu and I think to myself that it's only fair if the world gets wiped out, our flesh left to rot in the sun while life tries to reinvent itself. I know that is not a nice thing to say, but you have to realize that I don't care about anyone but myself. I never did. I'm only being nice because I want something, someone.
The acupuncturist recommended twice the dosage of vitamins so now I'm taking 6 of those. 4 of one diabetes medicine, 1 of the other. 1 for cholesterol. Sometimes 4 relaxers to sleep away the kicking feet. nuts because they are good for your eyes. raisins because they are good for your something. carrots and fish because they are good for something else, if not the same. I wish I could put it all in a blender and inject the solution into my veins, it would be easier that way. Maybe I should get back on anti-depressants. Who needs an erection anyway. We'll just cuddle, me and the rats.
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| you owe me money |
[21 Apr 2009|07:17am] |
Did I mention that Ted is my favourite character on Scrubs?
Ted doing Hey Ya. Not quite as awesome as Obadiah Parker's cover, but it's close.
I see that there is a new show called Better Off Ted. I haven't watched it. That way I can keep pretending that it's a Ted spinoff.
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| the white in your eyes |
[20 Apr 2009|05:07pm] |
Maybe if I cry long enough the blurriness will wash away?
No, I do not need a biology lesson.
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| now the drugs don't work |
[20 Apr 2009|08:18am] |
420 dewds.  I wonder how much diabetes medicine I have to take to get a buzz?
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| surfing plumes |
[16 Apr 2009|05:02pm] |
You know, it's hard when you always have the man on your back
Oh wait, that's just a goat. Never mind then.
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| some like it Hoth |
[16 Apr 2009|10:32am] |
I love Lost more than I love most things in my life right now (fact), but there was one major flaw in the latest episode:
( hoth or not )
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